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This took me a bit longer to actually take than it is to try and submit it, because I am self conscious about my appearance, though mostly in how I think others perceive me. After all, I was kind of picked on a bit in high school for my appearance and there have been a few odd times even in my adult life where people would stop and ask me point blank, "What happen to your face?" So, I am extremely hesitant that people might, I don't know, get turned off by my appearance or turn around and act insulting to me because of those reasons. I'd like to think that not everyone out there will be that rude about it, but this is on the internet, so what can I do about it really.

To I guess clarify anyone who is curious, as I don't mind saying so, is that I had some bad acne growing up and I wasn't smart about it. I'm probably not smart about it right now either, but hopefully I won't do anything that causes any lasting scars like my younger self did. I've tried to get some treatment for it, but most of the stuff I tried kind didn't work, mostly for me being lazy about it and not being consistent with the treatments. I wouldn't mind trying some kind of treatment again in the future, though I guess not right now.

I just thought I would upload a picture finally about myself to, I guess get over some of this worry I feel whenever I think about doing this...yeah, here I go uploading this thing.
Image size
907x1287px 204.75 KB
Make
OLYMPUS IMAGING CORP.
Model
E-500
Shutter Speed
1 second
Aperture
F/4.9
Focal Length
35 mm
ISO Speed
100
Date Taken
Nov 26, 2012, 5:49:16 PM
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